For the Boatman by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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For the Boatman
Charon, I still keep the constellations in jars. You will not take me across the Acheron, so I wait on the river bank, trying to steal pennies from other passengers. I hear them clinking in your hull, ferryman, forgotten and oxidized. You call me by my name, even now.
"Persephone is dead, and her king never heard you crying out as I have."
I sang a hymn for you, Charon, but you only smiled and turned away.
Charon, have you met the slighted king? When he called, I answered, but his memory was just as rotten as mine. I had loved him with my own shadow, once. Ferryman, have you ever been in love?
"Stay on the shore. There are those who would
I, the Masochist by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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I, the Masochist
It left a taste in my mouth, like swallowing
A handful of salt water. I had
Loved you in my sleep, waking up to wonder
If the devil had at last taken me. I gave my soul away
To spiders made of ink.
The ground looks so much softer
From six thousand feet above; I knew this fall
Before sweet dreaming, midnight wishes, all
Glasgow smiles and gnashing teeth. And you would pick
The skin from my lips for those
Copper kisses and say that it
Was only for a little while.
Unlucky Numbers by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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Unlucky Numbers
I realized in sixty-five stars,
You were as big as the ocean
And twice as terrifying. You had such a
Pretty way of leaving high tide
In my lungs; I never knew what to do with my hands.
In three years, this girl will be another ghost
Standing in the corner, picking
Dandelions and itchy scabs, pretending she could ever pray
To a dying god. She counts backwards from thirteen
And makes wishes for your skin and
Catastrophes.
Seven more hours, fifty-six minutes, and sixteen
Seconds and it will be 3:54 and I’ll breathe to sixty
Twenty-nine times before
I can open my eyes again. He said I would break you
Between twenty-four bones
And th
There are a thousand ghosts of you
Branded
Into flesh that would have never otherwise
Been so lovely and marred. Your image is pressed
Into all the pieces you’ll take away with you
When you grow out of my tired skins. Let me
Exist in every line
Of your calloused palms, for a little while, to guard against
All the things that have hurt you
Before I could make them disappear.
You were a sanctuary
Disguised as a rainstorm, circling
Across the sea. I got swept
Back to shore
And you never drifted away.
There’s ice on the window panes and I know
You would think it’s beautiful, tracing phantoms
Of forme
What Tired Girls are Made Of by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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What Tired Girls are Made Of
I was gifted with sandpaper knuckles
And a crooked spine for those tired enough
To fit into the awkward curve of my waist.
Un-squared shoulders are best for catching
Tears otherwise meant for dirty pillow cases.
My bones creak and ache to echo back
A sorrow my lips couldn't understand. There’s an ocean
Between my ears, but ribs held together
With scraggly, red ribbons, hardly
The depth of a bathtub, couldn't
Keep it back from my eyes. There was
A little girl, addicted to the smell of blood
And the taste of salt water,
Who told me
That angels never understand the importance of oxygen; I wish
Each evening to remember
He had Named her Starshine by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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He had Named her Starshine
There was never anything so lovely, so poetic,
Lying here beneath smashed ribs, a wandering
Heart much less brave and beautiful than you
Promised it to be, penned down in borrowed ink straight
From the veins of a tired man's wrist.
You, shackled man, with sleepy eyes and weathered hands, just
Smiled, promising her, as she swallowed blocks of salt to try and burn
The demons trapped in the pit of her stomach, you knew
Exactly what freedom was. "The righteous man
Could have at least learned enough of the truth
To have faked a holy purpose," smoothing matted hair
From sewn eyes, your stained, paper butterflies taking the chocolate
Wrap
When I Grow Up, I Want to be a Book Wizard by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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When I Grow Up, I Want to be a Book Wizard
If there is anything I've learned from
Waiting for you to fall asleep,
It’s that when I get restless
At four o’clock in the morning, there’s no
Point in getting up to try and write you poetry.
I've got a list
Made up of the seven things I haven’t ever
Been able to tell you
Hidden in my back pocket, in case one day
I work up the gall
And lack the reason. Every blank page before noon
Has got your name written all over it, and all
The most satisfying impossibilities
Seem so much more comfortable
After midnight. If you spend enough time
Watching a clock seeming
To go backwards,
You begin to remember
How much y
There was Never Anything so Lovely Here by SomethingOnceSacred, literature
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There was Never Anything so Lovely Here
I am
Masochistic by nature, lying
In bed and staring at the ceiling, conflicted between
All those things I can watch but never grasp and
Our lists of gleeful
Impossibilities. There's a stone in my chest and I'm
Drowning, but I can never be bothered
To free myself, somehow the ache feeling
Better
Than nothing at all. When they were anchors, I
Told myself I should sink than cut myself loose
Because they would appreciate me filling
My lungs with saltwater, though
They never did. I could fool myself back then.
The snow
Is a blanket. Hush, child, and go
To sleep. But there are too many butterflies now, I've choked
On stardust too m
Remember her hair this morning: unpinned, the way
It gathered and fell, wild and tameless-- free-- across your
Nose, the stifled sneeze it drew from you. She
Squirmed but did not stop you as you traced
The word "beautiful" into her arms with the tips of your fingernails. She ached
When those scraps of paper were cradled between
Your hands. You felt that sting, the pang in the middle of your chest
But for some reason they called to you, the fragmented words, penned
Down and then torn asunder by the stardust girl
Who hated the gravity she'd written. In the back of your mind,
You choked
Because you thought those phrases she despised
We